very long time has gone by, still have them apartment and the car but its a piece, we have no breaks, i quit both my jobs, so im not working, and raymonds been doing side jobs!
alex is will be 19 months on the 5th, hes talking he says thank you usually but today he said it clearly along with exactly the other week and love you goodnight, and another one i cant remember right this second, i kicked raymond out like a month in a half ago and he tried to get with this nichole bitch who has two kids and a man, and they fucked around and i almost got in a fight with her and he came back home and then to top things off we found out that i had been pregnant for 5-7 weeks at that point so now i will be 12 weeks on thursday i should be due feb 2,06, 3 days before alex's birthday, im hoping for a girl and hes hoping for a boy but a year ago he wanted a girl and when we were pregnant with alex he wanted a girl now hes changed his mind i think b/c nichole has two little boys. but if anyone reads this you dont know anything b/c my daddy doesnt know he would be very mad at me.
trudy is pregnant go figure, who didnt see that one coming, im surprised its not raymond or another guys but she says its nicks, it has been like 4 months since she took control over him thought, and only 5 months since she was dating karl who she was supposed to be getting married to but is now marring nick.
amanda had her baby and her babies father joe, seems to be missing all the time, she says that they are officially together but for some reason he is out of the picture all the time and he wants to live with a gay guy rather than her??? seem a little funny there! and for some reason he seems to think that me and amanda like each other, the other day i was on th phone with amanda and joe was in the back saying something i said what did he say, joe says im cheating on you! what? what the fuck does that mean? she laughed and said she doesnt get it. and then raymond told me that she said she would take me and run away with m if she could. yesterday i told her tabatha is moving to north carolina and that i wanted to go to get away she says well if the boys dont straighten out their act ill get together money and we can get the fuck outta here. i dont see where the fuck i put her name in there. and she is my friend but damn shes just getting to be in my shit too much and calling too much!
and you wanna know what nobody even told me congrats on me being pregnant besides emz and tabby, everyone else said what are you gonna do your not ready or you need to get together some money for an abortion! thanks guys im so thankful that you are happy for me!!!!!!!!!!!
oh well im backed up on bills cause i have no car their about to turn off my electricity and they have already taken my 50 inch tv. ok im gonna go its gonna be a while till i write again